Wednesday, August 8, 2007
A Peek into an Experience
As i look back today, the last month or so has been an eye opener....i mean things seldom went the way i wanted them to go....I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but now when i am in a sub dued mood, i realise that it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my life...You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday !! :-))
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I know exactly how u feel-coz i've been through all this the whole of last month!!!It was so frustrating when a social injustice had been done to us by a person in authority&we could do next to nothing about it,because of the pressures of the society that we live in!!!!It's a choice,a compromise we made as a family to keep quiet& do nothing,although we lost a lot...I fought as bravely as i could,did the best I could,but finally I had to let go............Obviously,I didn't do it from the heart!!!
Every time another lie was told ,it hurt my soul....I just wanted to expose the other person &get back at that person.....not realising that I was losing my peace of mind&doing only myself harm!!It hit me that I was actually giving an inconsequential person the power to affect me,to trouble my mind.........and that seemed pretty idiotic!!:)Why on earth should I allow another person to control how I felt?!!!
That's when I really let go!!!!and let me tell u it's quite a relief!!Life feels great now..........!!!!
You cannot control what life does to you,
but you can control what u do to life...!!!In that u master change rather than allowing change to master you!!!!:)
akka... you rock... . reading your comment ( which is actually bigger than the blog i wrote :-)) i guess i could learn a thing or two from you....& yes i agree...sometimes we harm our own selves by letting someone to affect our thoughts.... lots of reminiscing i did reading your view... take care
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